His Design to Test the Immortality of the Soul.
The Book of Recognitions CHAPTER ONE Divisions 1-35 of Clement, the first bishop of Rome, appointed by Peter to the chair of leadership of the church. RECOGNITIONS 1 Clement's Early History; Doubts. 1. I Clement, who was born in the city of Rome, was from my earliest age a lover of chastity; while the bent of my mind held me bound as with chains of anxiety and sorrow. 2. For a thought that was in me— whence originating, I cannot tell— constantly led me to think of my condition of mortality, and to discuss such questions as these: 3. Whether there be for me any life after death, or whether I am to be wholly annihilated: whether I did not exist before I was born, and whether there shall be no remembrance of this life after death, and so the boundlessness of time shall consign all things to oblivion and silence; so that not only we shall cease to be, but there shall be no remembrance that we have ever been. 4. This also I revolved in my mind: when the world was made, or what was before it was made, or whether it has existed from eternity. 5. For it seemed certain, that if it had been made, it must be doomed to dissolution; and if it be dissolved, what is to be afterwards?— unless, perhaps, all things shall be buried in oblivion and silence, or something shall be, which the mind of man cannot now conceive.
His Distress.
6.
While I was continually revolving in my mind these and such like questions,
suggested I know not how,
I was pining away wonderfully through excess of grief;
and, what was worse, if at any time I thought to cast aside such cares, as being of little use,
the waves of anxiety rose all the higher upon me.
7.
For I had in me that most excellent companion, who would not suffer me to rest— the desire of immortality:
8.
For, as the subsequent issue showed, and the grace of Almighty God directed, this bent of mind led me to the quest of truth, and the acknowledgment of the true light;
and hence it came to pass, that ere long I pitied those whom formerly in my ignorance I believed to be happy.
His Dissatisfaction with the Schools of the Philosophers.
9.
Having therefore such a bent of mind from my earliest years, the desire of learning something led me to frequent the schools of the philosophers. [Nero's tutor Seneca ruled Rome circa AD 60]
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10.
There I saw that nought else was done, save that doctrines were asserted and controverted without end, contests were waged,
and the arts of syllogisms and the subtleties of conclusions were discussed.
11.
If at any time the doctrine of the immortality of the soul prevailed, I was thankful;
if at any time it was impugned, I went away sorrowful.
12.
Still, neither doctrine had the power of truth over my heart.
13.
This only I understood, that opinions and definitions of things were accounted true or false,
not in accordance with their nature and the truth of the arguments, but in proportion to the talents of those who supported them.
14.
And I was all the more tortured in the bottom of my heart, because I was neither able to lay hold of any of those things which were spoken as firmly established,
nor was I able to lay aside the desire of inquiry;
15.
but the more I endeavoured to neglect and despise them,
so much the more eagerly, as I have said, did a desire of this sort, creeping in upon me secretly as with a kind of pleasure, take possession of my heart and mind.
His Increasing Disquiet.
16.
Being therefore straitened in the discovery of things, I said to myself,
Why do we labour in vain, since the end of things is manifest?
17.
For if after death I shall be no more, my present torture is useless;
but if there is to be for me a life after death, let us keep for that life the excitements that belong to it, lest perhaps some sadder things befall me than those which I now suffer, unless I shall have lived piously and soberly;
18.
and, according to the opinions of some of the philosophers, I be consigned to the stream of dark-rolling Phlegethon, or to Tartarus, like Sisyphus and Tityus, and to eternal punishment in the infernal regions, like Ixion and Tantalus.
19.
And again I would answer to myself:
Yet these things are fables; or if it be so, since the matter is in doubt, it is better to live piously.
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20.
Yet again I would ponder in my mind,
How should I restrain myself from the lust of sin, while uncertain as to the reward of righteousness?
21.
— and all the more when I have no certainty what righteousness is, or what is pleasing to God; and when I cannot ascertain whether the soul be immortal, and be such that it has anything to hope for; nor do I know what the future is certainly to be.
22.
Yet still I cannot rest from thoughts of this sort.
His Design to Test the Immortality of the Soul.
23.
What, then, shall I do?
24.
This shall I do.
25.
I shall proceed to Egypt, and there I shall cultivate the friendship of the hierophants or prophets, who preside at the shrines.
26.
Then I shall win over a magician by money, and entreat him, by what they call the necromantic art, to bring me a soul from the infernal regions, as if I were desirous of consulting it about some business.
27.
But this shall be my consultation, whether the soul be immortal.
28.
Now, the proof that the soul is immortal will be put past doubt,
not from what it says, or from what I hear, yet from what I see:
29.
for seeing it with my eyes, I shall ever after hold the surest conviction of its immortality;
30.
and no fallacy of words or uncertainty of hearing shall ever be able to disturb the persuasion produced by sight.
31.
However, I related this project to a certain philosopher with whom I was intimate, who counselled me not to venture upon it;
32.
for, said he, if the soul should not obey the call of the magician, you henceforth will live more hopelessly, as thinking that there is nothing after death, and also as having tried things unlawful.
33.
If, however, you seem to see anything, what religion or what piety can arise to you from things unlawful and impious?
34.
For they say that transactions of this sort are hateful to the Divinity, and that God sets Himself in opposition to those who trouble souls after their release from the body.
35.
When I heard this, I was indeed staggered in my purpose;
yet I could not in any way either lay aside my longing, or cast off the distressing thought.
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The Book of Recognitions CHAPTER TWO
Divisions 36-65
RECOGNITIONS 1
Hears of Christ.
36.
Not to make a long story of it, while I was tossed upon these billows of my thought, a certain report, which took its rise in the regions of the East in the reign of Tiberius Cæsar, gradually reached us;
37.
and gaining strength as it passed through every place, like some good message sent from God, it was filling the whole world, and suffered not the divine will to be concealed in silence.
38.
For it was spread over all places, announcing that there was a certain person in Judæa,
who, beginning in the springtime, was preaching the kingdom of God to the Jews, and saying that
those should receive it who should observe the ordinances of His commandments and His doctrine
39.
And that His speech might be believed to be worthy of credit, and full of the Divinity,
He was said to perform many mighty works, and wonderful signs and prodigies by His mere word;
40.
so that, as one having power from God, He made the deaf to hear, and the blind to see,
and the lame to stand erect, and expelled every infirmity and all demons from men;
41.
yea, that He even raised dead persons who were brought to Him; that He cured lepers also, looking at them from a distance; and that there was absolutely nothing which seemed impossible to Him.
42.
These and such like things were confirmed in process of time, not now by frequent rumours,
but by the plain statements of persons coming from those quarters;
and day by day the truth of the matter was further disclosed.
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