Elena couldn’t have been out for more than a few seconds. When she came to, everything was the same—although she wondered how she hadn’t lethally cut her own throat on the knife.

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Nbsp; L. J. Smith

The Vampire Diaries

The Return: Vol. 3 Midnight

For Anne, the animal-whisperer

With thanks to the real Princess Jessalyn, and to Louise Beaudry for her help with French translations.

Contents

Elena Gilbert put down the pen reluctantly. Shutting her diary…

Elena couldn’t have been out for more than a few…

Damon leaped. Somewhere in the middle of the leap Elena…

“First,” Meredith asked, “is Damon right? If you go back…

“I thought you wanted to get out so we could…

Bonnie couldn’t get to sleep after Damon’s words to her.

Bonnie was in her new first-floor bedroom, and was feeling…

Damon nodded thoughtfully, glancing back and forth between the fighting…

Damon dropped his hand. He simply couldn’t make himself do…

Damon was making his way up the beautiful rose-covered trellis…

When M. le Princess Jessalyn D’Aubigne had drunk her fill of…

“Stefan. Stefan!” Elena had been too nervous to stay out…

Elena, sleeping serenely with one hand locked onto Stefan’s, knew…

The next morning Elena noticed that Meredith still looked pale…

Bonnie woke slowly, coming up from some dark place.

“Once upon a time,” began Bonnie, “there were a young…

Meredith and Matt were sitting at the breakfast table, which…

After breakfast Matt went online to find two stores, neither…

Bonnie decided, with seconds precious and seeming to stretch for…

Meredith usually found her parents funny and silly and dear.

Someone was still knocking on Stefan’s door.

“Mama said not in Fell’s Church,” Mrs. Flowers repeated to Stefan.

In the car, Matt sat by the sleeping Meredith with…

Stefan woke early. He spent the time from dawn until…

“Sleeping in the storage room with every wall covered in…

“Now you know how it’s done?” Elena asked Meredith. “You…

Stefan whirled around and saw Bonnie, with only a towel…

Elena was nodding slowly. “It would work with what happened…

“Oi!” Damon shouted from outside the palanquin. “Is anybody else…

“Strip to your underwear and get in on the other…

Elena woke up feeling stiff and cramped. But that wasn’t…

“Damon doesn’t mean to be such a—a bastard,” Bonnie said…

Elena was waiting for the fog to disperse. It had…

“You’ve been fed and taken care of as best as…

Elena felt as if she had been doing nothing in…

Matt broke a lot of traffic rules on the way…

Then Meredith saw something that was not smoke or fire.

Damon had stopped and was kneeling behind an enormous broken…

Elena clutched the child to her. Damon had understood, even…

But after an endless time in the soft, kind darkness,…

Stefan didn’t move or speak for long moments. Elena’s heart…

“It’s not a problem,” the fair ruler, Ryannen, said unexpectedly.

“Elena?” Stefan said quietly. “Could you ask me to come…

On the smallest moon of the Nether World fine ash…

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“Dear Diary,

I’m so frightened I can hardly hold this pen. I’m printing rather than writing in cursive, because that way I have more control.

What am I terrified of, you ask? And when I say “of Damon” you don’t believe the answer, not if you’d seen the two of us a few days ago. But to understand, you have to know a few facts.

Have you ever heard the phrase “All bets are off”?

It means that anything, anything, can happen. So that even somebody who figures out odds and takes bets from people gives them back their money. Because a wild card has entered the situation. You can’t even figure the odds to take a bet.

That’s where I am. That’s why my heart is pounding in my throat and head and ears and fingertips in fear.

All bets are off.

You can see how shaky even my printing is. Suppose my hands shake like this when I go in to see him? I might drop the tray. I might annoy Damon. And then anything might happen.

I’m not explaining this right. What I should be saying is that we’re back: Damon and Meredith and Bonnie and me. We went to the Dark Dimension and now we’re home again, with a star ball—and Stefan.

Stefan was tricked into going there by Shinichi and Misao, the brother and sister kitsune, or evil fox-spirits, who told him that if he went to the Dark Dimension he could get the curse of being a vampire removed and become human again.

They lied.

All they did was leave him in a stinking prison, with no food, no light, no warmth…until he was at the point of death.

But Damon—who was so different back then—agreed to lead us to try to find him. And, oh, I can’t even begin to describe the Dark Dimension itself. But the important thing is that we finallyfound Stefan, and that by then we’d found the Twin Fox key we needed to release him. But—he was a skeleton, poor boy. We carried him out of the prison on his pallet, which later Matt burned; it was so infested with creepy-crawlies. But that night we gave him a bath and put him to bed…and then we fed him. Yes, with our blood. All the humans did it except Mrs. Flowers, who was busy making poultices for where his poor bones were almost sticking out of his skin.

Theyhad starved him to that point! I could kill Them with my own hands—or my Wings Powers—if only I could use them properly. But I can’t. I know there is a spell for Wings of Destruction, but I have no idea how to summon it.

At least I got to see how Stefan blossomed when being fed with human blood. (I admit that I gave him a few extra feedings that weren’t on his chart, and I’d have to be an idiot not to know that my blood is different from other people’s—it’s much richer and it did Stefan amazing amounts of good.)

And so Stefan recovered enough that the next morning he was able to walk downstairs to thank Mrs. Flowers for her potions!

The rest of us, though—all the humans—weretotally exhausted. We didn’t even think about what had happened to the bouquet, because we didn’t know it had anything special in it. We’d gotten it just as we were leaving the Dark Dimension, from a kind white kitsune who’d been in the cell across from Stefan’s before we arranged a jailbreak. He was so beautiful! I never knew a kitsune could be kind. But he had given Stefan these flowers.

Anyway, that morning Damon was up. Of course, he couldn’t contribute any of his own blood, but I honestly think he would have, if he could. That was the way he was back then.

And that’s why I don’t understand how I can feel the fear I feel now. How can you be terrified of someone who’s kissed you and kissed you…and called you his darling and his sweetheart and his princess? And who has laughed with you with his eyes dancing with mischief? And who’s held you when you were frightened, and told you there was nothing to be afraid of, not while he was there? Someone you only had to glance at to know what he was thinking? Someone who has protected you, no matter what the cost to himself, for days on end?

I know Damon. I know his faults, but I also know what he’s like inside. And he’s not whathe wants people to think he is. He’s not cold, or arrogant, or cruel. Those are façades he puts on to cover himself, like clothes.

The problem is that I’m not sure he knows he isn’t any of these things. And right now he’s all mixed-up. He might change and become all of them—because he’s so confused.

What I’m trying to say is, that morning only Damon was really awake. He was the only one who saw the bouquet. And one of the things Damon definitely is, is curious.

So he unwrapped all the magical wards from it and it had a single pitch-black rose in the center. Damon has been trying to find a black rose for years, just to admire it, I think. But when he saw this one he smelled it…and boom! The rose disappeared!

And suddenly he was sick and dizzy and he couldn’t smell anything and all his other senses were dulled as well. That was when Sage—oh, I haven’t even mentioned Sage, but he’s a tall bronze gorgeous hunk of a vampire who’s been such a good friend to all of us—told him to suck in air and to hold it, to push it down into his lungs.

Humans have to breathe that way, you see.

I don’t know how long it took Damon to realizethat he really was a human, no joke, nothing anyone could do about it. The black rose had been for Stefan; and it would have given him his dream of being human again. But when Damon realized it had worked its magic on him…

That’s when I saw him look at me and lump me in with the rest of my species—a species he’s come to hate and scorn.

Since then I haven’t dared look him in the eye again. I know he loved me just days ago. I didn’t know that love could turn to—well, to all the things he feels now about himself.

You’d think it would be easy for Damon to become a vampire again. But he wants to be as powerful a vampire as he used to be—and there isn’t anyone like that to exchange blood with him. Even Sage disappeared before Damon could ask him. So Damon is stuck like this until he finds some strong, powerful, and prestigious vampire to go through the whole process of changing him.

And every time I look into Stefan’s eyes, those jewel-green eyes that are warm with trust and gratitude—I feel terror, too. Terror that somehow he’ll be snatched away again—right out of my arms. And…terror that he’ll find out how I’ve come to feel about Damon. I hadn’t even realizedmyself how much Damon has come to mean to me. And I can’t…stop…my feeling…for him, even if he hates me now.

And, yes, damn it, I’m crying! In a minute, I have to go take him his dinner. He must be starving, but when Matt tried to take him something earlier today, Damon threw the whole tray at him.

Oh, please, God, please don’t let him hate me!

I’m being selfish, I know, in just talking about what’s going on with Damon and me. I mean, things in Fell’s Church are worse than ever. Every day more children become possessed and terrify their parents. Every day, parents get angrier with their possessed children. I don’t even want to think about what’s going on. If something doesn’t change, the whole place will be destroyed like the last town Shinichi and Misao visited.

Shinichi…he made a lot of predictions about our group, about things we’ve kept secret from the others. But the truth is, I don’t know if I want to hear any of his riddles solved.

We’re lucky in one way. We have the Saitou family to help us. You remember Isobel Saitou, who pierced herself so horribly while she was possessed? Since she’s gotten better, she’s become a good friend, and her mother, Mrs. Saitou, and hergrandmother, Obaasan, too. They give us amulets—spells to keep evil away, written on Post-it Notes or little cards. We’re so grateful for that kind of help. Someday maybe we can repay them all.

Elena Gilbert put down the pen reluctantly. Shutting her diary meant having to face the things she had been writing about.

Somehow, though, she managed to make herself walk downstairs to the kitchen and take the dinner tray from Mrs. Flowers, who smiled encouragingly at her.

As she set out for the boardinghouse’s storage room, she noticed that her hands were trembling so that the entire tray of food she was carrying jingled. Since there was no access to the storage room from inside, anyone who wanted to see Damon had to go out the front door and around to the addition tacked on near the kitchen garden.Damon’s lair, people were calling it now.

As she passed the garden Elena glanced sideways at the hole in the middle of the angelica patch that was the powered-down Gateway where they’d come back from the Dark Dimension.

She hesitated at the storage room door. She was still trembling, and she knew that was not the right way to face Damon.

Just relax, she told herself. Think of Stefan.

Stefan had had a grim setback when he’d found that there was nothing left of the rose, but he had soon recovered his usual humility and grace, touching Elena’s cheek and saying that he was thankful just to be there with her. That this closeness was all he asked of life. Clean clothes, decent food—freedom—all these were worth fighting for, but Elena was the most important. And Elena had cried.

On the other hand, she knew that Damon had no intention of remaining as he now was. He might do anything, risk anything…to change himself back.

It had actually been Matt who had suggested the star ball as a solution for Damon’s condition. Matt hadn’t understood either the rose or the star ball until it was explained that this star ball, which was probably Misao’s, contained within it most or all of her Power, and that it had become more brilliant as it absorbed the lives that she took. The black rose had probably been created with a liquid from a similar star ball—but no one knew how much or whether it was combined with unknown ingredients. Matt had frowned and asked, if the rose could change a vampire to a human, could a star ball change a human to a vampire?

Elena hadn’t been the only one to see the slow rising of Damon’s bent head, and the glimmer in his eyes as they traveled the length of the room to the star ball filled with Power. Elena could practically hear his logic. Matt might be totally off track…but there was one place a human could be sure to find powerful vampires. In the Dark Dimension—to which there was a Gateway in the boardinghouse’s garden. The Gateway was closed right now…for lack of Power.

Unlike Stefan, Damon would have absolutely no qualms about what would happen if he had to use all the star ball’s liquid, which would result in the death of Misao. After all, she was one of the two foxes who had abandoned Stefan to be tortured.

So all bets were off.

Okay, you’re scared;now deal with it, Elena told herself fiercely. Damon’s been in that room for almost fifty hours now—and who knows what he’s been plotting to do to get hold of the star ball. Still, somebody’s got to get him to eat—and when you say “somebody,” face it, it’s you.

Elena had been standing at the door so long that her knees were starting to lock. She took a deep breath and knocked.

There was no answer, and no light went on inside. Damon was human. It was quite dark outside now.

“Damon?” It was meant to be a call. It came out a whisper.

No answer. No light.

Elena swallowed. Hehad to be in there.

Elena knocked harder. Nothing. Finally, she tried the knob. To her horror it was unlocked, and it swung open to reveal an interior as dark as the night around Elena, like the maw of a pit.

The fine hairs at the back of Elena’s neck were standing up.

“Damon, I’m coming in,” she managed in a bare whisper, as if to convince herself by her quietness that there was nobody there. “I’ll be silhouetted against the very edge of the porch light. I can’t see anything, so you have all the advantages. I’m carrying a tray with very hot coffee, cookies, and steak tartar, no seasonings. You should be able to smell the coffee.”

It was odd, though. Elena’s senses told her that there was no one standing directly in front of her, waiting for her to literally run into him. All right, she thought. Start with baby steps. Step one. Step two. Step three—I must be well into the room now, but it’s still too dim to see anything. Step four…

A strong arm came out of the darkness and locked in an iron grip around her waist, and a knife pressed against her throat.

Elena saw blackness shot with a sudden gray network, after which the dark closed in overwhelmingly.

Elena couldn’t have been out for more than a few seconds. When she came to, everything was the same—although she wondered how she hadn’t lethally cut her own throat on the knife.

She knew that the tray with the dishes and cup had gone flying into the darkness in that first instant when she couldn’t help flinging out her arms. But now she recognized the grip, she recognized the scent, and she understood the reason for the knife. And she was glad that she did, because she was about as proud of fainting as Sage would have been of doing it. She wasn’t a fainter!

Now she willed herself to sag in Damon’s arms, except for where the knife was. Toshow him that she was no threat.

“Hello, princess,” a voice like black velvet said into her ear. Elena felt an inner shiver—but not of fear. No, it was more as if her insides were melting. But he didn’t change his grasp on her.

“Damon…” she said huskily, “I’m here to help you.Please let me. For your sake.”

As abruptly as it had come, the iron grip was withdrawn from her waist. The knife stopped pressing into her flesh, although the sharp, stinging feeling at her throat was quite enough to remind her that Damon would have it ready. Substitute fangs.

There was a click, and suddenly the room was too bright.

Slowly, Elena turned to look at Damon. And even now, even when he was pale and rumpled and haggard from not eating, he was so gorgeous that her heart seemed to plummet into darkness. His black hair, falling every which way over his forehead; his perfect, carven features; his arrogant, sensual mouth—right now compressed into a brooding line…

“Where is it, Elena?” he asked briefly. Not what.Where. He knew she wasn’t stupid, and, of course, he knew the humans in the boardinghouse were hiding the star ball from him deliberately.

“Is that all you have to say to me?” Elena whispered.

She saw the helpless softening in his eyes, and he took one step toward her as if he couldn’t help himself, but the next instant he looked grim. “Tell me, and then maybe I’ll have more.”

“I…see. Well, then, we made a system, two days ago,” Elena said quietly. “Everyone draws lots for it. Then the person who gets the paper with the X takes it from the center of the kitchen table and everyone goes to their rooms and stays there until the person with the star ball hides it. I didn’t get the lot today, so I don’t know where it is. But you can try to—test me.” Elena could feel her body cringing as she said the last words, feeling soft and helpless and easily hurt.

Damon reached over and slowly slipped a hand beneath her hair. He could slam her head against a wall, or throw her across the room. He could simply squeeze her neck between knife and hand until her head fell off. Elena knew that he was in the mood to take out his emotions on a human, but she did nothing. Said nothing. Just stood and looked into her eyes.

Slowly, Damon bent toward her and brushed his lips—so softly—against hers. Elena’s eyes drifted shut. But the next moment Damon winced and slid the hand back out of her hair.

That was when Elena gave another thought as to what must have become of the food she had been bringing to him. Near-scalding coffee seemed to have splashed her hand and arm and soaked her jeans on one thigh. The cup and saucer were laying in pieces on the floor. The tray and the cookies had bounced off behind a chair. The plate of steak tartar, however, had miraculously landed on the couch, right side up. There was miscellaneous cutlery everywhere.

Elena felt her head and shoulders droop in fear and pain. That was her immediate universe right now—fear and pain. Overwhelming her. She wasn’t usually a crier, but she couldn’t help the tears that filled her eyes.

Damn! Damon thought.

It washer. Elena. He’d been so certain an adversary was spying on him, that one of his many enemies had tracked him down and was setting a trap…someone who had discovered that he was as weak as a child now.

It hadn’t even occurred to him that it might beher, until he was holding her soft body with one arm, and smelling the perfume of her hair as he held an ice-slick blade to her throat with the other.

And then he’d snapped on a light and saw what he had already guessed. Unbelievable! He hadn’trecognized her. He had been outside in the garden when he’d seen the door to the storage room standing open and had known that there was an intruder. But with his senses degraded as they were he hadn’t been able to tell who was inside.

No excuses could cover up the facts. He had hurt and terrified Elena.He had hurt her. And instead of apologizing he had tried to force the truth out of her for his own selfish desires.

And now, her throat…

His eyes were drawn to the thin line of red droplets on Elena’s throat where the knife had cut her when she’d jerked in fear before collapsing right onto it. Had she fainted? She could have died right then, in his arms, if he hadn’t been fast enough in whipping the knife away.

He kept telling himself that he wasn’t afraid of her. That he was just holding the knife absentmindedly. He wasn’t convinced.

“I was outside. You know howwe humans can’t see?” he said, knowing he sounded indifferent, unrepentant. “It’s like being wrapped in cotton all the time, Elena: We can’t see, can’t smell, can’t hear. My reflexes are like a tortoise’s, and I’m starving.”

“Then why don’t you try my blood?” Elena asked, sounding unexpectedly calm.

“I can’t,” Damon said, trying not to eye the dainty ruby necklace flowing down Elena’s slim white throat.

“I already cut myself,” Elena said, and Damon thought, Cutherself? Ye gods, the girl was priceless. As if she’d had a little kitchen accident.

“So we might as well see what human blood tastes like to you now,” Elena said.

“No.”

“You know that you’re going to. I know you know. But we don’t have much time. My blood won’t flow forever. Oh, Damon—after everything…just last week—”

He was looking at her too long, he knew. Not just at the blood. At the glorious golden beauty of her, as if the child of a sunbeam and a moonbeam had entered his room and was harmlessly bathing him in light.

With a hiss, narrowing his eyes, Damon took hold of Elena’s arms. He expected an automatic recoil like the one when he’d grabbed her from behind. But there was no movement backward. Instead there was something like the leap of an eager flame in those wide malachite eyes. Elena’s lips parted involuntarily.

He knew it was involuntarily. He’d had many years to study young women’s responses. He knew what it meant when her gaze went first to his lips before lifting to his eyes.

I can’t kiss her again. I can’t. It’s ahuman weakness, the way she affects me. She doesn’t realize what it is to be so young and so impossibly beautiful. She’s going to learn someday. In fact, I might accidentally teach her now.

As if she could hear him, Elena shut her eyes. She let her head fall back and suddenly Damon found himself half-supporting her weight. She was surrendering all thought of herself, showing him that despite everything she still trusted him, still…

…still loved him.

Damon himself didn’t know what he was going to do as he bent toward her. Hewas starving. It tore at him like a wolf’s claws, the hunger. It made him feel dazed and dizzy and out of control. Half a thousand years had left him believing that the only thing that would relieve the starvation was the crimson fountain of a cut artery. Some dark voice that might have come from the Infernal Court itself whispered that he could do what some vampires did, ripping a throat like a werewolf. Warm flesh might ease the starvation of a human. What would he do, so close to Elena’s lips, so close to her bleeding throat?

Two tears slipped from under the dark lashes and slid a little way down her face before dropping into golden hair. Damon found himself tasting one before he could think.

Still a maiden. Well, that was to be expected; Stefan was too weak to stand yet. But on top of the cynical thought came an image, and just a few words: a spirit as pure as driven snow.

He suddenly knew a different hunger, a different thirst. The only place to easethis need was close by. Desperately, urgently, he sought and found Elena’s lips. And then he found himself losing all control. What he needed most was here, and Elena might tremble, but she didn’t push him away.

This close, he was bathed in an aura as golden as the hair he was touching gently at the ends. He was pleased himself when she shivered in pleasure, and he realized that he could sense her thoughts. She was a strong projector, and his telepathy was the only Power left to him. He had no idea why he still had it, but he did. And right now he wanted to tune into Elena.

The wench! She wasn’t thinking at all! Elena had been offering her throat, truly surrendering herself, abandoning all thought but that she wanted to aid him, that his wishes were hers. And now she was too deeply enmeshed in the kiss to even make plans—which was extraordinary for her.

She’s in love with you, the tiny part of him that could still think said.

She’s never said so! She’s in love with Stefan! something visceral answered.

She doesn’t have to say it. She’sshowing it. Don’t pretend you haven’t seen it before!

But Stefan—!

Is she thinking about Stefan in the slightest right now? She opened her arms to the wolf-hunger in you. This is no one-day stand, no quick meal, not even a steady donor. This isElena herself.

Then I’ve taken advantage of her. If she’s in love, she can’t protect herself. She’s still a child. I have to do something.

The kisses had now gotten to the point that even the tiny voice of reason was fading. Elena had lost her ability to stand. He was either going to have to put her down somewhere, or give her a chance to back out.

Elena! Elena! Damn it, I know you can hear me. Answer!

Damon?—faintly. Oh, Damon, now do you understand—?

Too well, my princess. I Influenced you, so I should know.

You…? No, you’re lying!

Why should I lie? For some reason my telepathy is as strong as ever. I still want what I want. But you might want to think a minute, maiden. I don’t need to drink your blood. I’m human and right now I’m ravenous. But not for that mess of bloody hamburger you brought me.

Elena broke away from him. Damon let her go.

“I think you’re lying,” she said, meeting his eyes directly, her mouth kiss-swollen.

Damon locked the sight of her inside the boulder full of secrets he dragged around with him. He gave her his best opaque ebony stare. “Why should I lie?” he repeated. “I just thought you deserved a chance to make your own choice. Or have you already decided to abandon little brother while he’s out of commission?”

Elena’s hand flashed up, but then she dropped it. “You used Influence on me,” she said bitterly. “I’m not myself. I would never abandon Stefan—especially when he needs me.”

There it was, the essential fire at her core, and the fiery golden truth. Now he could sit and let bitterness gnaw at him, while this pure spirit followed her conscience.

He was thinking this, already feeling the loss of her dazzling light receding when he realized he no longer had the knife. An instant later, horror just catching up with his hand, he was snatching it from her throat. His telepathic blast was entirely reflexive:

What in Hell are you doing? Killing yourself because of what I said? This blade is like a razor!

Elena faltered. “I was just making a nick—”

“You almost made a nick that spurted six feet high!” At least he was able to speak again, despite the constriction of his throat.

Elena was back on stable ground too. “I told you I knew you knew you’d have to try blood before you’ll try to eat. It feels as if it’s flowing down my neck again. This time, let’s not waste it.”

She was only telling the truth. At least she hadn’t seriously hurt herself. He could see that fresh blood was flowing from the new cut she’d so recklessly made. To waste it would be idiotic.

Utterly dispassionate now, Damon took her again by the shoulders. He tilted up her chin to look at her soft, rounded throat. Several new ruby cuts were flowing freely.

Half a millennium of instinct told Damon that justthere was nectar and ambrosia. Just there was sustenance and rest and euphoria. Just here where his lips were as he bent to her a second time…and he had only to taste it—to drink…

Damon reared back, trying to force himself to swallow, determined not to spit. It wasn’t…it wasn’tutterly revolting. He could see how humans, with their degraded senses, could make use of the animal varieties. But this coagulating, mineral-tasting stuff wasn’t blood… it had none of the perfumed bouquet, the heady richness, the sweet, velvety, provocative, life-giving, ineffable attributes of blood.

It was like some sort of bad joke. He was tempted to bite Elena, just to skim a canine over the common carotid, making a tiny scratch, so he could taste the little burst that would explode onto his palate, to compare, to make sure that thereal stuff wasn’t in there somehow. In fact he was more than tempted; he was doing it. But no blood was coming.

His mind paused in midthought. He’d made a scratch all right—a scratch like a scuff. It hadn’t even broken the outer layer of Elena’s skin.

Blunt teeth.

Damon found himself pressing on a canine with his tongue, willing it to extend, willing it with all his cramped and frustrated soul to sharpen.

And…nothing.Nothing. But then, he’d spent all day doing the same thing. Miserably, he let Elena’s head turn back.

“That’s it?” she said shakily. She was trying so hard to be brave with him! Poor doomed white soul with her demon lover. “Damon, you can try again,” she told him. “You can bite harder.”

“It’s no good,” he snapped. “You’re useless—”

Elena almost slid to the floor. He kept her upright while snarling in her ear, “You know what I meant by that. Or would you prefer to be my dinner rather than my princess?”

Elena simply shook her head mutely. She rested in the circle of his arms, her head against his shoulder. Little wonder that she needed rest after all he’d put her through. But as for how she found his shoulder a comfort…well, that was beyond him.

Sage! Damon sent the furious thought out on all the frequencies he could access, just as he had been doing all day. If only he could find Sage, all his problems would be solved. Sage, he demanded, where are you?

No answer. For all Damon knew, Sage had managed to operate the Gateway to the Dark Dimension that was even now standing, powerless and useless, in Mrs. Flowers’s garden. Stranding Damon here. Sage was always that blindingly fast when he took off.

And why had he taken off?

Imperial Summons? Sometimes Sage got them. From the Fallen One, who lived in the Infernal Court, at the lowest of the Dark Dimensions. And when Sagedid get them, he was expected to be in that dimension instantly, in mid-word, in mid-caress, in mid—whatever. So far Sage had always made the deadline, Damon knew that. He knew it because Sage was still alive.

On the afternoon of Damon’s catastrophic bouquet investigation Sage had left on the mantel a polite note thanking Mrs. Flowers for her hospitality, and even leaving his gigantic dog, Saber, and his falcon, Talon, for the protection of the household—a note doubtlessly pre-prepared. He had gone the way he always did, as unpredictably as the wind, and without saying good-bye. Undoubtedly he’d thought that Damon would find his way out of the problem easily. There were a number of vampires in Fell’s Church. There always were. The ley lines of sheer Power in the ground drew them even in normal times.

The problem was that just now all those vampires were infested with malach—parasites controlled by the evil fox-spirits. They couldn’t be lower in the vampire hierarchy.

And of course Stefan was a complete nonstarter. Even if he hadn’t been so weak that trying to change Damon into a vampire would have killed him; even if his anger over Damon’s “stealing his humanity” could be assuaged, he would simply never have agreed, out of his feeling that vampirism was a curse.

Humans never knew about things like the vampire hierarchy because the subjects didn’t concern them—until suddenly, they did, usually because they had just been changed into a vampire themselves. The hierarchy of vampires was strict, from the useless and ignoble to the fanged aristocracy. Old Ones fit in that category, but so did others who were particularly illustrious or powerful.

What Damon wanted was to be made a vampire by the kind of women Sage knew, and he was determined to have Sage find him a vampire lady of quality, one who was really worthy of him.

Other things tormented Damon, who had spent two entire sleepless days pondering them. Was it possible that the white kitsune who had given Stefan the bouquet had engineered a rose that turned the first person to smell itpermanently human? That would have been Stefan’s greatest dream.

The white fox had listened todays upon days of Stefan’s ramblings, hadn’t he? He’d seen Elena weeping over Stefan. He’d seen the two lovebirds together, Elena hand-feeding a dying Stefan her blood through razor wire. Fortune only knew what ideas that fox had gotten into his furry white head when he’d prepared the rose that had “cured” Damon of his “curse.” If it turned out to be an irreversible “cure”…

If Sage turned out to be unreachable…

It suddenly broke into Damon’s thoughts that Elena was cold. It was strange, since the night was warm, but she was shivering violently. She needed his jacket or…

She’s notcold, the small voice somewhere deep inside him said. And she’s not shivering. She’s trembling because of all you’ve put her through.

Elena?

You forgot all about me. You were holding me, but you completely forgot my existence…

If only, he thought bitterly. You’re branded on my soul.

Damon was suddenly furious, but it was different from his anger at kitsune and Sage and the world. It was the kind of anger that made his throat close and his chest feel too tight.

It was an anger that made him pick up Elena’s scalded hand, which was rapidly turning scarlet in patches, and examine it. He knew what he would have done as a vampire: stroked over the burns with a silky cool tongue, generating chemicals to accelerate the healing. And now…there was nothing he could do about it.

“It doesn’t hurt,” Elena said. She was able to stand now.

“You’re lying, princess,” he said. “The insides of your eyebrows are up. That’s pain. And your pulse is jumping—”

“You can sense that without touching me?”

“I cansee it, at your temples. Vampires,” with vicious emphasis on what he still was, in essence, “notice things like that. I made you hurt yourself. And I can’t do anything to help. Also”—he shrugged—“you’re a beautiful liar. About the star ball, I mean.”

“You canalways sense when I’m lying?”

“Angel,” he said wearily, “it’s easy. You are either the lucky holder of the star ball today…or you know who is.”

Again, Elena’s head drooped in consternation.

“Or else,” Damon said lightly, “the entire story of the drawing of the lots was a lie.”

“Think what you like,” Elena said, with at least some of her usual fire. “And you can clean up this mess, too.”

Just as she turned to leave, Damon had a revelation. “Mrs. Flowers!” he exclaimed.

“Wrong,” Elena snapped.

Elena, I wasn’t talking about the star ball. I give you my word on this. You know how hard it is to lie telepathically—

Yes, and I know that therefore, if there’s one thing in the world you’d…practice…at…

She couldn’t finish. She couldn’t make the speech. Elena knew how much Damon’s word meant to him.

I’ll never tell you where it is, she sent telepathically to Damon. And I swear to you that Mrs. Flowers won’t either.

“I believe you, but we’re still going to see her.”

He picked Elena up easily and stepped over the smashed cup and saucer. Elena automatically grabbed his neck with both hands to balance herself.

“Darling, what are you doing—?” Elena cried, then stopped, wide-eyed, two scalded fingers flying to her lips.

Standing in the doorway, not two yards away from them, was petite Bonnie McCullough, a bottle of Black Magic wine, nonalcoholic but mystically exhilarating, held high in her hand. But as Elena watched, Bonnie’s expression changed all in an instant. Ithad been triumphant joy. But now it was shock. It was disbelief that couldn’t hold. Elena knew exactly what she was thinking. The whole house had devoted itself to making Damon comfortable—while Damon stole what rightfully belonged to Stefan: Elena. Plus he’d lied about not being a vampire anymore. And Elena wasn’t even fighting him off. She was calling him “darling”!

Bonnie dropped the bottle and turned, running.

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